hell naw... that teacher has been my crush since i was 10, and i just found out hes my uncle omg im killing myself
hes the one that made me love math and physics, the one that built my type in men,, and he was the reason i went to school every day. AND HE JUST APPEARED IN A FAMILY PARTY, and everyone thought i knew he was my uncle
Dat title sounded like a thesis lol, but, its just about me and my identity, soooo.. why are they related??
expressing femininity or masculinity as an autistic person is a particular kind of horrible discomfort. Performing the role you’re supposed to play as a woman or a man is utterly exhausting. The feeling of “being” human feels distant, outside of you, because it means observing and studying humans just to fit into that mold of a normal person and imitate them. i have never identified with them, nor with what they call gender. In the end, we are all flesh. being an entity is a comforting way to be agender / apagender.
(how i felt after saying a lot things and at the same time nothing:)
